FROM HEAD TO HEART

"To the beloved signature, you refer to yourself as Faye, my greetings. It is I, Zebulon here to assist with information given to you earlier this day by the beloved signature, Adamus Saint-Germain. This information is intended to be shared, to be applied, to be absorbed by all those that shall choose to connect to it, at whatever point in time this occurs, with desired results in becoming consciousness pioneers of the heart. It is this heart that is so often referred to, that I wish to expand upon now, with you, to move more fully into an understanding of the information received earlier.

It was shared with you earlier about the great effect of the past surrounding you within the objects you see, touch, smell, etc., their vibrations, your associations to these vibrations, their effect on your own vibrations and thus keep you locked into a past you no longer wish to experience. The goal, if you will, is to move beyond vibration, which will eliminate the effect of all vibration upon you.

How do you do this? The beginning is to realize that your mind is constantly working to analyze all that your body’s senses experience. This can keep you locked into an existence which no longer serves you. The first step is to become acutely aware of ALL past association. This is a tall order for the Human, as past associations are everywhere within your environment. However, this environment is a reflection of you, is you, is a dance you are constantly creating; only you are not aware of this collaboration. So, the first step is to become aware of this collaboration. Start to examine your environments, see the associations that your mind makes. For instance, you see a chair, you remember when you purchased this chair, and you remember when you laughed in this chair, cried in this chair, read that great book in this chair. That chair is a record of aspects in this life, a trigger, to keep you fully contained within the illusion YOU created for your very signature, to keep your identity intact.

It is time now for you to move beyond this identity. You must start seeing the chair as the recreation of the recreation of the recreation of the chair… of the chair you purchased, you saw in the store, where even there you gave it past association because there was a reason you selected that chair, related to it. Everything your body seems to interact with has these associations and they are not without consequences. They have a profound effect on you and they assist in keeping your identity in place, the illusion in which you move through, in place.

Now, what you can begin to do is to be aware of these associations, aware of what they truly are, mental activity or vibrational response to vibrational frequencies. There will be those that match and those that do not match. Without your being aware, this is how selection is made, by vibrational match-up, which is all that it is, actually. If you wish to raise your vibrational frequency above your consistent environment, then you must become aware of the matches and mismatches. These are subtle energies to interpret, but you will begin to do this with great effect. You will begin to notice when your vibrational frequency drops and the reason for this will always be from mental activity. These are very subtle energies we discuss now, but can make moving through your 3rd Dimension much more comfortable, and with much less hazard to you ultimately moving into non-vibration, but first you must come to the point of being able to keep your vibration high, gauging what is happening at all times, when you drop in vibration and why. Rising vibration will occur with a decrease in mental activity. So, these past associations, knowing of their effect, becoming as aware of them as your very thoughts, can be quite useful to you when moving into surroundings which create the different effects that you experience.

As you start to move into higher vibrational frequencies, you experience greater heart, greater clarity. This is truly the first step into moving into non-vibration, which is cosmic time, no beginnings, middles or ends, no past associations to lock you into a time space continuum. You must first become the master of vibrational frequency. This requires a great awareness of your experience and then, a great awareness of your now moment. There is no escaping this required mastery and to some it may seem a rather dull task, but one well worth the attention.

The nature that surrounds you can be quite valuable, as the vibrational quality can have a positive effect on your own vibrational frequency, as you are surrounded by energies within nature that already experience no beginnings, middles or ends. The deeper you move into the third dimensional field, the stronger you will experience the pull to resonate, to vibrate, to that which surrounds you. This will always be the case until you become the master, not the mind.

Of course, the dear, beloved tool of the mind means you no harm; it is simply doing what it feels it must. The mind simply believes it must protect you, make your choices for you, and actually is a bit stressed from assuming these “duties” which are unnatural for it to assume. This analogy is used only for understanding, not to be taken literally. Now that you see you must become the master, once you do this, your mind can relax and become the sovereign energy it innately is, your partner in this experience. But for now, it feels the need to create your experience, and create it has.

So, you are given the task not only to become aware of your thoughts and how they create, how they affect your moods, emotions, etc. We have told you all emotions come from the past, all fears come from the future relating to this past, all associations keep you locked in this past without your awareness, most often. Begin to assess your environment, especially if it is uncomfortable to you. Discover what past associations are interacting with you. Begin to practice dissolving these associations."

January 15, 2009
The First Step - Moving Into Non-Vibration
Copyright Faye Woodward|Zebulon

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"The following discourse occurred with Adamus Saint-Germain on January 14, 2009. I feel it will be helpful to briefly explain my personal circumstances, as they are referred to by Adamus several times. So, as you read, I will interject, with explanations within parenthesis, what he is referring to in his comments, so the information might be more universal. This discourse directly relates to the information shared with me by Zebulon, the following day. You will find the Zebulon channeling following this one from our beloved Adamus.

Here we are, you are, weeks away now from your past, that was months away from your past, and you are sitting in that supposed past, yet, in a very new way. Do you see this? It is beautiful, is it not? In many ways it all seems the same, and yet, it is very, very. (Here he refers to the fact that 7 months ago, I left my home and marriage of 23 years, and after the recent separation from Jeshua, Ambika and Michaelena, I have returned here for the first time, to stay until Jeshua and Ambika’s release, per Adamus’s advice.)

The time has come to advance, to move forward in what is yet another new dimension of your life, yet to be known, yet to be experienced, digested, analyzed, critiqued, all of these things that you do. You have been correct, that in your past you keep getting disconnected every time a connection is made, and there is very good reason for this. (Here he refers to our being uprooted every time we seem to finally be in a place where we can settle, make a home.)

You must move beyond connections. The very notion of a connection is devastating to your process right now, as it stops fluidity and prohibits your experiencing cosmic time. This is why I kept using the word past. You wondered, why is Adamus continuing to mention the past? There no longer is a past, but, there is as long as you recreate your existence to include it. There is as long as you choose to see it in all the associations you make.

Notice with yourself, in the last few days, how much you have been effected by experiencing your present through past circumstances, simply by comparing this present to your past, and instead of seeing it presently, as something new, never experienced… due to your long history of what currently surrounds you, past associations are made and this becomes what you see, and then, on several levels, what you experience. You started to go back into feeling lonely, which you are not. That is a lie the mind tells you. Then you start to feel afraid things will never change, refusing to see just how much has changed, great changes, monumental changes, yet, there you sit beginning to fall back into old patterns of beliefs and experience. Why? Just because of associations to the past based on current perceived similarities within your environment and relationships.

Rather than seeing, focusing on the changes, the mind is playing with you, showing you only that which seems to be the same. Whispering to you nothing ever really changed. This is simply not true. You have changed greatly. The roles you play for each other have changed greatly. You have, although briefly, even considered the possibility of reviving your marital life you just walked away from, even though you do not truly wish for this. Why? It is only fear, my dear, just fear.

You are still within that environment, those personal relationships, and the vibrational patterns all of this creates. What else can this create for you, but, more of the same, even though so many changes have occurred when you were out of that vibrational field? When you walk back into it, you get pulled back in, or you remain uncomfortable, incompatible with what appears to surround you. This is one of the major holds on all humans. You have done extremely well, staying as long as you have before feeling these effects. What you have experienced will be so very valuable to others, as you teach the necessity for change, drastic change, to let go of mind, to give yourselves the opportunity to expand beyond your limited vibrational environments of your present, becoming hopefully, your past.

Let me put it this way, there you are, in a place, a situation where you experienced very little change for a very long time. You grew uncomfortable with its predictability, or, I should say, the mind did. But, your spirit grew bored with so little change. Yes, of course you experienced great growth there, but the time came to really let the mind go. But, how can you truly do this if you do not first COMPLETELY understand how it attacks you, savagely, when you reach out to change.

Fear, fear, and more fear. So, here you sit, having had what you termed “the time of your life”, actually considering the validity of the thoughts that perhaps you were dropped back into your previous environment to make some good of it. Or, that you must let all that you have recently experienced go, as it was just too fantastic, too good to be true, too good to hold on to, wondering if you are mentally unstable. Listen well now, you are not unstable, unless…a big unless here, you choose to continue this type of thinking. This must be stopped. You are only on vacation there, temporarily, and for many very, very good reasons. Some of these you know, some you have yet to realize, and some are being revealed to you right now.

Over the last few days, all of this began to come up for you. You began to lose hope you might be able to continue with the life you now find yourself living, or wondering if it is even wise to do so. Why? I am going to tell you, and this is true for everyone afraid to step out of their present environment where they are truly miserable, into something they will find as you did, beyond their wildest expectations.

This is the key. You are so accustomed to moving into something with expectation. This allows the mind to feel comfortable. And, rarely does expectation become realized, at least as you have expected it. The key… let go of expectation. This makes the mind bloody uncomfortable and tells you all the terrible problems you might experience. So, most simply stay in their chair in front of the tv or book or food or whatever substitutes they have found to quiet their SOUL, that’s right, these are substitutes for Spirit.

There is no substitute now that is going to work, not any longer. That is what occurred on 1/11. The energy will no longer support using substitutes for Spirit. Do you understand? So, what you have been experiencing is this. No, you have not really been doing much of this, but to the extent you have, you no longer feel relief as you did in the past, right? I know this is true, for I have felt it too, through you. Your dissatisfaction began to grow into fear. What will I do? You felt isolated; you felt you could hardly breathe. You felt you were losing your mind. What has occurred is that your Spirit is now operating from a perspective of so much greater importance, or should I say, with a much louder voice, and this is creating an unbalanced condition with the mind.

I know you have been operating from a place of Spirit for awhile now, much more so than most, yet, when placed back in an environment with strong past associations, you began to feel unbalanced, quite strongly, but it took awhile. Why? It is because it took awhile to become truly familiar with this environment again. The more familiar this environment became, the more the mind took over, without you even really noticing. Your experience, my dear, is something you can now teach so much more effectively.

This time when you leave, and leave you will…don’t worry, you will leave all of that behind, but this time by choice. (Here Adamus is referring to the fact that I left home for only a week to attend a workshop, but unexpectedly decided not to return, this was 7 months ago.) Before, you were unprepared for leaving, had not considered leaving, at least not then, not that way. There were no expectations of leaving, therefore, no expectations of the future, and look at the beauty you experienced. Look at the dreams that came true, that you never consciously created. These dreams were created by the heart, not the mind. Do you follow? So, I wish to caution you, this time as you leave, go in the same way, no expectations…NONE! None about Pioneers College, none about evolving, none about Jeshua, Ambika, or Michaelena…NONE!

It is truly a blank slate and its ONLY purpose is experience, expression of Self. Do you see? This is the format to assist all those ready to make a change, but finding it nearly impossible, as they will say, “I am not prepared, I do not have enough money, I still need to care for ….children, older parents, pets, etc”. Their hearts are in the right place within the old paradigm, but changes must be made or their suffering will be even greater if they wait, put it off. This can be most helpful to those sitting on the fence, and, many, too many, are afraid to make these necessary changes. It’s time for a greater number to fall in. The numbers need to be greater for greater evidence of change to occur.

So, digest all of this first, and then we will continue. You are advised to pay particular attention to all the details in how these past associations have played out in your own life, especially in the last few weeks. Start to see their effect on you everywhere you can. This is how you move into a blank state with ease and grace and confidence. This is the key, to eliminate past associations. I know where you are now, how you are living now, is not how you wish to live, but you have made the best of it. There were gifts to be discovered there, to be sure, but also traps. You knew this going in. You very successfully avoided these traps for awhile. You did very well here, but we knew eventually the traps would get you in the end; these associations would pull you down. This is true for anyone, even me, if in human form. This is the way it works. Now you know, from firsthand AWARENESS.

In our next discussion I will go into how past associations attack awareness and begin to wear it."

January 14, 2009
The Blank Slate
Copyright Faye Woodward|Adamus Saint-Germain

See also follow-up article, First Step - Moving Into Non-Vibration

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"...Motherhood is long over-due for a great overhaul on this planet. There is no single job more important than that of motherhood. Motherhood and the way a mother relates to a child ends up being the way the child relates to the world. If you were held by your mother hour after hour after hour you will feel held by Mother Earth, you will feel yourself in a holding energy in a deep space of love deeply connected to Mother Earth and have a deep sense of belonging to Mother Earth.

When you are in your mother’s womb you are in a holding space, a space where you are held but the difficulties arise when your father is not doing his job as a man and looking after your mothers interests while she’s pregnant with you; that is your mother not being held by your father, so in turn she doesn’t feel in a good space to hold the child. Whatever you are creating in your life you need to be able to hold the space, you need to be able to hold the energy of whatever you want to create. Just like the mother holds a child in the womb whatever you dream is you hold your dream in that space, in a container. The masculine is a container and the feminine is what’s contained and the feminine is what is un-manifested.*..."

Excerpt from
Your Relationship With Your Mother
Copyright David Brown | Kryon

Audrey says:

The 'tweaking' of 'mother energy' is defiantly up as exemplified by Britney Spears being in the news over the loss of her children, and Karen Bishop's September 20, 2007 message wherein she says, in part:

"But the old feminine needed to be brought higher as well. Releasing and purging some of the old feminine energies we may still be embodying within us could be experienced through dreams about our mothers. Much transmuting occurs in our dream state. I prefer this method, as it seems to be the most immediate and the least painful! The mother energy, or any mother energy of the old world, needed to be tweaked into a more higher version of the feminine. In this regard, abdominal pain, abnormal and frequent menses, and the like, may have also been an experience for some of us."

Audrey continues:

*I highly recommend Théun Mares' books to explain 'intelligent co-operation' between the masculine and the feminine, alluded to in David Brown's message. (Links will take you to Amazon Books).

Unveil the Mysteries of the Female – Female or Feminist?  The Challenge Facing all Women by Théun Mares, Lionheart Publishing

The Quest for Maleness

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