FROM HEAD TO HEART

ELOHEIM with Veronica Torres:

"This section of the meeting from July 1st is so powerful for me personally, that I decided to share it with you as well.

Eloheim was talking about ensouling the body which starts with the root chakra.

Then you start to move into your sensuality, sexuality chakra and you start looking at how you're relating to others. And it's not just about lovemaking. It's about how you interact with others from an emotional point of view. Now all of a sudden you have this expanded sense of self that's come in through the ensouling process and it's like,

"Wow, I can interact with others in a brand-new way. I can bring more to the table than I've ever brought before. I can actually show up in a whole way. I've never done that before. What does that look like? How does that feel? And how does that change what I need from others, what I want from others, what I'm demanding of others?"

And this is where your healed core emotion kicks in. It's in that second chakra. Where you're not running around like a junkie looking for a fix, demanding people do whatever it is your version of the unhealed core emotion wants. So you are able to interact with others from a place that has some solidity to it and that invites the truth of you to be completely present and that's really the most important thing is that you start to create relationships where the truth of you being present reflects your true nature.

It's your actual self, the integrity of you as a soul showing up. Not you as an unhealed core emotion or you as somebody who believes in lack or you as a victim. You're no longer interacting with others from those old delineated roles based on habit and DNA and past lives. You're relating based on what's true in this moment, without the past or the future being brought in, opening up to the space that you're in and being able to set boundaries as needed, but authentically and holy, holy showing up and we do mean H-O-L-Y because as you bring your entirety, your integrity, into the moment, your relationships with others become a precious and magical, mystical, whatever language you like, we can't think of the right term, but as you bring that completely into the moment you're actually inviting a more-than-the-sum-of-its-parts experience to occur, where the two of you become more combined than the two of you divided and added together ever could be.

And that's the holy connection that many of you have looked for in your sexuality expressions and your love relationships and with lovers and partners and spouses, you've looked for the ability to show up as a whole being and have a holy experience. And as you bring the soul into the body, well, you know sex and sexuality and sensuality is a huge part of being human. So, of course, your soul is ready to have that experience with you. And you're ready to have that experience with your soul, trust us. So as you bring those two things together the chemistry can be pretty wild but the platform that it's based on is the sense that you are able to be whole. You are able to show up with integrity, which means the entirety of you, based on the fact that the root chakra isn't throwing up fear messages about letting that person in or connecting with that person might mean vulnerability.

You've already dealt with how you see whether or not you're in danger because you're able to present yourself as a complete being. Not, "I'm three-quarters and I'm looking for that little piece of sliver of pie that's going to make me feel like I'm all."

Knowing you're a whole being on a journey, of discovery, of growth, and that as that whole being you can interact with another whole being and together you create a third thing that is something more magnificent than the two of you could create individually.

When that's not happening anymore because you've checked out of the grocery store and you're done or because you've had lovemaking and you're done or because you've embraced a child and you're done, you walk away from it and you're just as whole as you were when you started.

Now, this is the true nature of interaction that you experience as a soul. As a soul you're never looking around for someone to finish you off. As a soul you have no disillusions about your sense of wholeness or who you are. What you have is a completion – a feeling of completion – that then allows growth. You start complete
and you grow from completion. As humans you believe you're incomplete and you're always looking to be finished. When you start to ensoul your body you start to live from the soul's perspective. Souls don't have questions about their wholeness nor do they have questions about their ability to have holy interactions with others. Those aren't even questions that exist. Just like all of you can look down and say I've got two hands.

A soul says, "I'm complete. I'm complete and yet I seek."

The most fabulous aspect of being a soul is feeling the sense of completion, yet knowing there's also more. Your human minds might find it almost impossible to hold these two states simultaneously, but it's actually the way the soul goes about things.

I'm complete and I seek. And everything I seek just adds to my completeness.

And this is the way you can start living. When you're living from the soul's perspective you're living from the perspective that says I'm complete. And I seek. And it rhymes and that's always nice."

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"... Becoming Quantum

Becoming quantum is the issue of the day. It is tough, since it requires you to think differently. Dear Human Being, you have an evolvement going on. It's an evolvement through the magnetics that speaks to the DNA, and that gives opportunity for thought to create consciousness shift interdimensionally. It's the hardest thing we'll ever teach.

Three years ago, I told my partner he would be teaching the unteachable, and he sits in a chair today, doing it. There are those who will get it and there are those who won't. If you have studied about a quantum state, you will be aware of certain attributes, and we're only going to talk about one of them today. Just one, but it will have a tendency to delinearize some of the attributes of your life. I'm going to show you what becoming quantum can do for you.

Human Beings are emotional and that's good, because emotions are quantum. They're uncontrollable, you know, in both directions: Uncontrollable hate, uncontrollable love... they don't conform to a pattern, do they? It takes the intellect to construct a box around the emotions and you call that balance. So already you're beginning to see that the Human mind is a quantum attribute. Consciousness, by its very nature, consciousness is quantum. The Human brain was designed to think quantumly. It is only through logic and intellectual balance that biological synapse becomes linear. "Kryon, we don't understand what you're talking about."

Take a look at the autistic Human Being. Here is a Human Being who has an attribute where something is seemingly missing. Perhaps you've been around certain kinds of those autistic consciousnesses? Then you know what it is that they lack. It is the construct of linearity. For an autistic mind is one who does not understand linearity and is always trying to grasp order and symmetry. He is desperately trying to build a construct around his consciousness so he can make sense of the world. The truth is that he is far more quantum than you are! Did you ever think of that? Therefore, the set-up is there. Becoming quantum is already in your grasp. All you have to do is to figure out how to open and shut the various synapses to create the kind of a Human Being that is the beginning of the evolved ones. Is the choice point going to be reached and business as usual be the result? Does a Human suddenly become enlightened, choose something, and then retreat back to an unenlightened state? The answer is no and you know it. No, instead, you change and stay changed. So that creates a new beginning, does it not? That is the wild card that occurs in this current cycle, which never occurred before. That is why Kryon came in 1989, and it's why I'm here. This shift is before you. You sit in the middle of it.

Sleep - An Interdimensional Attribute

Here's another quantum aspect. I bring you these so that you will understand how confusing quantumness can be, yet, it's in your brain so I know you can eventually understand it. When you retreat into that thing you call sleep, perhaps even what you call the alpha state, that middle portion of consciousness that is without construct, what happens? Have you ever had a dream where nothing made sense? Out of time, out of place, the Human Beings in your dream couldn't even know each other due to linear time. You may have been in different places and different times that make no sense in real life, yet it all made sense at the moment, didn't it? So I'll tell you why: Because when you go to that state, it is quantum! It is a quantum thing, alpha dreaming. The brain is in a state that is without the intellect's control. So it becomes quantum and without structure. Therefore, it is outside of linearity. That is to say, there is no time construct placed upon it. Everything happens at the same time and it's just fine with you while you're there. When you're in the dream, you're not tearing out your hair in confusion, are you? You're just enjoying it. Quantumness is a natural state.

You might even say that the intellectual construct that goes around your consciousness is starting to change, perhaps allowing for more understanding of what I am teaching now?

"Kryon, I still don't understand."

I know this, so I'm going to begin to simplify this into terms that you will understand. Look at the box you're in called time. How linear it is that you can only go in one direction! You can't turn left, you can't turn right, only straight into the future. The clock only goes in one direction... forward. There's no such thing as a clock that goes up and down, or left and right, is there? It just goes forward. Oh, how linear! And that's the way you think. You take that linear bias and apply it to everything. All thought, all reasoning, all logic, all spirituality is done with your bias. You say "we are linear, therefore God must be." However, God is not. And neither, really, are you! Some of you will be stepping out of this soon and be understanding more about what is going on in your life, dear ones. For now, however, much of this is double-talk.

The Frustration With Time - Your Most Powerful Bias

Let us start the teaching. These are summaries, perhaps things that you may have heard before, but that come together in a group today to help you understand more. I sit in front of an astute group of individuals, many of whom call themselves Lightworkers. You get to define that any way you want. It's awareness, an awareness of things beyond linearity. It's a belief, truly, that you are a piece of God. More than not, in the room in front of me, are many of them. In that awareness, there's communication to the other side of the veil. So I will pinpoint one of the fallacies and the frustrations of what happens when you do that journey to the other side in linearity.

Dear Human Being, how many of you have had messages that are life changing? Perhaps you go into a meditative state, perhaps it's in that dream state that I just suggested? But there it is, an idea, perhaps even an instruction? Maybe you had a visualization? It might appear like this: Here's what you're to do. Here's the book you're going to write. Here is what your future is going to be like. Here is the healing modality you are going to teach. Here are the instructions that you are going to meet someone. You're going to do something.

You are excited about it, are you not? Perhaps you come back from the visualization and you tell your friend, "It's so real! This is what I've got to do. This is what I'm going to begin. Isn't it exciting?" Then what do you do? You proceed to implement it. Oh, how linear of you! Is that the message you got? In a quantum state, did God tell you come on back and do it now? The answer is no. Yet you think that because your clock goes in one direction, you come back onto the linear treadmill of time and you begin to implement what you're told. That's a big mistake, but you don't know it.

Let's just show what happens next, oh linear one. Most of the time, whatever it is that you were shown... fails. Disappointment prevails: "I'm supposed to write this book and I tried and there it was... and nothing happened. There wasn't a publisher who wanted it, nobody really liked it. I must have been wrong. I had these great ideas and I implemented them, but nothing happened," you say.

You see, dear one, I know who is here [and reading this] and I'm speaking to some of you right now and you know I am. Even if you've not told anybody, failure is like that. The Human brain doesn't want to come right out and say, "I don't know why I didn't have good communication to Spirit. I got the message, I came back, I tried it and nothing happened." Oh, how linear of you! Then what did you do with it? This idea, this beauty, this thought, the actions you planned, the things you were shown were yours... what did you do with it once you tried it and you failed? You put it on the shelf and you shut the cupboard door! It's over!

Perhaps some of your friends said, "You know, a few years ago I remember you tried something. Why don't you try that again?" What did you say to them at that point?

"No, I tried it and it failed."

What? Oh, how linear! Do you understand where I'm going with this? God didn't tell you to do it now. In your bias of time, you decided when, where, and then against all rational quantum thinking, once you tried it, you discarded it! You're not even going to pull it out and do it again, are you? Oh, how linear! What a single timeline bias you have! Here is what the quantum thinker does: He gets the message, comes back from the visualization, and celebrates the message. It's a ticket that he's holding in his hand that says there's a train coming. If he looks closely at the ticket, there's no time on it. It doesn't say when, does it? But he still has the ticket. That's enough for a quantum mind!

He will celebrate the ticket and then sit back and create the attitude of waiting for synchronicity. That is to say, he will hook into the quantumness of who he is and then look at the synchronicity that occurs so that he can recognize when the train comes. Do you understand this? Blessed is the Human Being right now, sitting here, who is being aware of what I am saying. There are things lurking in the cupboard that you locked up that are now ready. Now is the time! It's the decision point. Now is when you were always supposed to do it. It didn't work before because it wasn't supposed to work before. Synchronicity wasn't there, energy wasn't there, quantumness was not there, and now it is.

So what does that mean to you? Become quantum with me a moment. What do you think it means? What kind of decision would you like to revisit? That's the invitation. It's about time, isn't it? You think in a linear fashion and, therefore, you were biased in a linear fashion, and it interrupts the flow of your spiritual context of communication to God. Because it's normal, you're not even aware of it. And you know what it creates? Frustration, and sometimes anger. Sometimes you'll even turn your back on Spirit and say, "This didn't work. I guess I should move on." Or, "This didn't work. I'm not loved as much as I thought I was." That is the linear bias of a Human, and it does not represent truth.

Waiting for Direction

Let me give you another one. I've got a room full of Lightworkers in front of me and many of them have been Lightworkers a long time. But so many are still waiting to find out what you're supposed to do. It this you? Hmm? You know I'm right. Is this hitting close to home? Unlike the previous section, you are not concerned about a task, but rather you're waiting and waiting to find out who you are, and what you are here for. This is much different, since it has nothing to do with something you were told in a vision, but what you feel at the Akashic level. What are you here for? When will you know?

You've got this spark of awareness, and you know about the divine. You know about what's in your DNA, and you're starting to discover it all and you feel there's something more. You don't know what it is, but "someday it will be there," you say. "Someday I'll know what I'm here for," you say. It's a rusty, linear track you're on, since you have been saying this and feeling this for a very long time. It always yells the same thing to you in linearity. "You're not there yet," it says to you. "Time is not on your side," it says to you. Sometimes it says, "It passed you and you didn't see it!" Then you begin to worry and become sad.

I wish to give you the truth and I want you to open your heart, because I'm sitting in front of those who need to hear this accurately, emotionally, and truthfully. I don't want you to raise your hands, but invisibly, metaphysically, I want you to turn on a light right now above your head if this is you. Reader, this includes you. Right now. I'm looking at those lights, right now, and I'm going to give you your syllabus. I'm going to give you the plan of what you're here for. I'm going to tell you why you feel the way you do, and I'm going to give you the instruction set that will enable you to leave here knowing who you are and why you came. Some may not like it, yet some of you may love it. It depends on your linear bias. I hope this light that you're turning on above your head coordinates with the light that is shining from my partner right now, because this is the truth.

Listen, Lightworker, all your life you've been expecting what is next. You are waiting to find out where you are going, and what you are supposed to do. Let me tell you this: Blessed is the Human Being who is aware, for the awareness of consciousness itself is what you're doing for the planet. That is the task at hand. Stay aware. Keep the light going. Walk from place to place in families, and in work. Keep the awareness. That is the decision point because the awareness changes the grid.

It's not what you're going to do, it's what you're thinking about every day. In a quantum way, there is no clock. Can you sustain this energy until the day you die? If you can, every single one of you holding that light right now will know that's why you're here. Don't look ahead to something else, because you're currently doing what you came for in a quantum state. Every single one of you who is aware is doing it! This is it. You're here to be aware! If you are aware of the divine inside, then you fulfilled the task perfectly. Perfectly! Walk from this place satisfied in what you're doing for the planet. Stay aware. Don't give up! Become quantum [satisfied in the now].

If everything including your spiritual work is put on a timeline, you're going to fail, because the things that the clock will bring you are not the things that the heart will bring you. The heart [compassion] is quantum. Learn to live without the future. This breaks a linear mindset that says accomplishment is the measure of success. In a linear time consciousness, it is; but in a quantum consciousness, it is instead a measure of your peace and your joy at just "being." Is this you?

The Gift of Activating the Akash

For two years we have opened the door to quantum cellular shift and we started giving you information that is simply unbelievable. In your DNA there is the Akashic record. All of the lifetimes that you have lived on this planet are there. The Higher-Self has been the same soul energy in every lifetime. Therefore, you've got a friend who participated in every one of them! Up to this point, all of this past life information has been stacked like the ice core [the linear pipe-shaped ice core that contains history as measured by scientists at the poles]. You've got to look along the linear marks and see who you were, perhaps what the energies were and what happened. All of you assumed it was untouchable and in the past, just like looking at an old newspaper.

This is not quantum thought. The quantum mind looks at it all happening now. Therefore, what we have told you over and over is that what is happening now is available to you now. How would you like to go into that seemingly linear untouchable history and pick up the help that you came here for? I'm going to talk to three people who are here in the room: Stop trying to heal yourselves! Because your biological self, this lifetime, isn't going to respond. It's not going to be healed. But the one last time, if you bring it forward, was pure! Go get it! Why don't you get that one and put it on top [for your linear thinking]. What about that? That's what a quantum individual does.

Now, if you can do that, then what exactly did you do? Did you heal yourself or did you mine the Akash? Do you see why it is the disease will never come back? It's because at a quantum level, you never had it! If you can pull on your past life energy, you will find DNA that is pure and never had the problem you have now. How? Let me ask you this. Do you love anyone on the planet? If the answer is yes, then I ask you... how? You see, some things must be done in a nonlinear level, apart from the lists that Humans like to give you. Lists are fine for basic learning, but are not applicable to this advanced quantum energy that you are learning to absorb and become.

Do you see what I'm saying? What is it you wish you could do? What are your blocks? What are the things that you think are you that can't be changed? In the Akash, there is also you, many of them. Why don't you go there and replace the current you with the former you? That is mining the Akash. That's a quantum Human Being, and it goes way beyond what you were told past life energies were for. You were told they were for karmic exchange. It's the old idea that past life experience builds up in your DNA so that you will be disturbed by it, so that it will become the sand in your oyster and then you have to accomplish something to get around it. It is very old information, and now you can go way beyond that.

What if the whole reason for the Akash is just the opposite? What if it is a gold mine with your name on it? You lived all those lives. Think about that. It's life experience; it's wisdom, shaman. Now, go mine it. That's what the quantum Human Being does. It creates mastery. Think about that.

The Inner Child Revisited

Now here's something that someone on this stage is really going to enjoy [speaking of Jan Tober], for I'm now going to give you the secret of the inner child. It's a quantum issue and always has been! Why is the inner child so important? You've heard this for years, yet many run from it. "I don't want to be a kid," you say. "I grew up, and don't need to get in touch with that. I'll pass on that one." Perhaps it's different than you think?

Let me tell you what is so quantum about it. Now listen to me and open your heart for a moment. It's about time, isn't it? None of you are children anymore, but all of you used to be. So why don't you do something with me for a moment: Suspend the clock and pretend that everything you ever had on this planet, in this lifetime, is in front of you now. Like bins that you can pick from, they're there. They're not in the past, but rather they're in a quantum state, ready for you to see them as happening now.

Reflect: I want you to go and look at some of those bins - when you were eight, when you were seven, when you were six, when you were five. Look! You had no worries. How many of you, when you were eight years old, were worrying about paying the mortgage? What about the budget for food, or whether you could have a car and even make it work or not? The answer? None of you! Your biggest worries were how long you could stay out and play. Think about it... it was most of you. This is the child's mind... pure, uncomplicated, and out of the scope of worry.

Now, I want you to sustain these thoughts for a moment. I want you to pretend that you can pick up that persona for a moment, that child which is you. It's got your name on it and you lived it. Pick it up out of the bin and place it upon yourself. No worries. No drama. No tomorrow, not really. The child doesn't think about tomorrow unless tomorrow is Christmas, then it is the feeling of joy and excitement. How long has it been since you have felt this, Human Being?

Why do I speak of this? Because the love of God invites you into this very attribute! You only have one model, and it was as a child. So bring it back as the model of how we love you and provide for the love and peace you need to move into this new energy! This is the quantum Human Being who can go back and apply these attributes to their lives. You can tell who they are, because they walk around and they shine! They're not in denial. They're quantum.

There were a number of masters who walked this planet who were well known to you in many religions. I want to tell you what they all had in common: They were quantum! When you looked at their faces, did you see how they shine? Can you go there with me? Can you be with your favorite master just for a moment? Can you stand next to him or her for a moment? And if you can, what's the energy there? It's peace, is it not? Are they worried about their mortgage? Are they worried about paying the bills? What kind of drama do they have in their lives? They might have plenty, but you never see it! For whatever reason they don't know it, and you're attracted to that peace, aren't you? You just want to stand next to them. You might even say to yourself, "Oh, if I could just be like that. I would love that." Well, you can, dear one, and it's called capturing the essence of the inner child. It isn't innocence; it's not ignorance; it is total, complete quantum wisdom. It is the ability to take those things that in linearity you would worry about and suspend them in a place where they don't affect you. What happens to a consciousness that's not affected by fear? I'll tell you. It soars! Did you expect that? Inner child work is quantum work. All of these things we have been teaching in these last months are asking the Human Being to become quantum.

The Incredible Power of Love

Nothing compares to the last one. Nothing. This is the third time I'm going to bring it to you, for many here have not heard this. Listen carefully: There are those even in spiritual work who have declared that emotionalism is wrong. They say that if you get emotional, you're not rational. If you weep, you shouldn't be here. They say it is the intellectual mind that is going to figure out everything. That's where your logic is, and that's your reasoning. Therefore, you want to get to a place where you can throw away all emotions and just figure it out with your God-given logical mind.

Listen, dear ones, this is totally linear thinking. There isn't a Human in the room who is going to figure out a quantum state with their intellect, because that's not the state that they were born in, and that's not the state they live in. Instead, it's a balance of intellect and the heart. Emotions are passed through the veil, and it's for a very big reason.

I'm going to tell you where the real power is... the reason for compassion and the incredible power of love. I'm going to give you the most quantum energy on the planet and I hope you understand it. It's the third time I've done this and I want you to listen really carefully.

There is a power beyond all powers and it comes right out of the emotional state. Are you surprised? I'm going to paint the picture yet again as I've done it before. Oh, there are mothers in this room. Many. Mom, go back with me to a time I shared with you, will you? Go back to when your first born was there, minutes old. Go back with me when the first-born infant took its first breath and life began. It represented part of your DNA, part of your lineage, part of your Akash, a seed event, if you will. Now, I'm going to ask you something: Did you hear the angels singing? They stood around the bed, you know? What did you feel the first time that you looked the infant in the eye? What did you feel when you locked eyes with that child and life began? Did you hear the angels singing? Did your heart melt? Did it just pour out to the Universe at that moment? Did you notice that the technicians in the room were weeping, too? What causes that?

Perhaps you think that that particular power came out of your mind and your heart? Well, it didn't! Way beyond anything a Human Being alone could even possibly generate, this amazing energy poured into that room because there was sacred joy. For a moment in time you opened an interdimensional portal where life began and everyone wept in the joy of it. The child looked at you and you looked at it. Things would never be the same. Do you remember, Mom? Do you remember that day? Do you remember the moment? That's an energy that is way beyond what your heart is able to do by itself. You had help and anything you felt was amplified by the God energy within you.

I'm talking about the glue that holds consciousness together, which is emotional. I'm talking about the love of God. This has been the message from the first day I gave information. It took my partner four years to open his heart to the point where he would weep in front of anyone with this power. It is beyond anything that he could generate by himself. This room is filled with an entourage whose power will generate far more than any Human heart alone can do! It's a quantum energy... timeless... not a future event... filled with a feeling that every loving thing that ever was is pouring into you. It's nature, your own life energy, and the wisdom of the ages! Mom, do you remember?

Humans fall in love. They get a little nuts. Some of you have done that, haven't you? Some of you remember sighing a lot and staring into each other's eyes. Psychologist say there is little bit of temporary insanity going on. [Laughter] You remember it, don't you? Perhaps some of you still have it? Tell me about it, dear Human. Did you generate that by yourself? Was it the other person, do you think, or do you think there was something else going on? Do you think you were part of something that you were alone with? Lovers will tell you that there are angels in the room when the humans come together, when the sparks are there, and there's far more than they could create by themselves. Some of them even hear the singing! Is that just a lover's dream? No, for they are correct... it's part of the Human experience where two come together and somehow they generate an energy that is far greater than the sum of the parts. And that's because God is there!

The angels are smiling. That's the way it works. It's quantum. There's raw power here. "Why are you telling us this, Kryon?" I'm going to tell you the reason: It's because there are those of you who are ready to fall in love with the first born of a seed consciousness which is the choice point. It's falling in love with yourself, the God within, nature, or just the entire creative process. It's creating an energy on this planet like the birth of a child. It is greater than the sum of the parts because you are quantum enough to do it. Is this confusing to you or is it natural? It's part of the learning curve that this might be confusing.

Are you aware you don't have to join anything? You don't. Accept others around you who love the earth. Are you aware that all of you can participate to whatever degree you wish? Opening the heart creates energy above and beyond what you could ever do alone, yet it seems like it's an individual decision. This is an invitation for a quantumness. Call it whatever you want. You want to call it God; you want to call it Spirit; you want to call it your own divinity? It doesn't matter. But you'll feel it. Many of you already have and you just didn't even know what it was. Love is that way. It's pure. It has no agenda. It does not puff itself up. It is unconditional. That's God in you. That's the message.

And so this is the work before you. Raise from the chairs and leave differently than you came with a little more insight as to how Spirit works with you. Perhaps you may have a little more comfortable feeling about who you are, and where you're going. Perhaps there's been a release tonight for some of you who felt they had failed, or hadn't accomplished the things they came for. I'm telling you, you have accomplished it! You have.

Do you love God? Then you've accomplished it. Do you love yourself? Then you've accomplished it. Are you peaceful? Can you eliminate the drama over the things that you can't control? If you're one of those, then you've accomplished it. That's why you came. And so it is that we say to you in this time that we know each of you by name. What are you going to do with this information? Is it simply information, or is it the truth? You decide.

And so it is."

Excerpt from:
June 13, 2009
Becoming Quantum
Copyright Lee Carroll|Kyron

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"You’re in the messy middle ground of moving out of a way of being that was based on fear and based the body’s responses to stimulus, and into a consciousness based system.

Of course the fear based system had a way of telling you that something was going on. This was by scaring you. Whereas the consciousness based system tells you something’s going on by you observing your changed reaction to stimulus, and experiencing the world in a brand new way. This new way doesn’t require your body to be ‘fear of getting dead’ every time you walk out the front door."

ELOHEIM with Veronica Torres:
(from a private session, July 2009)

Ascension is not a feeling based system.

Ascension interacts with the body at the chakra above the crown chakra.

What happens is that a lot of people expect Ascension to have a strong feeling that goes along with it. They hope it’s excitement and rejuvenation and a sense of, “Yeah it’s time to go,” as if you’re going on a vacation or something. It’s not like that.

Ascension doesn’t have a strong physically based component, which is actually a good thing because if it had a strong physically based component, it would probably be excitement, and excitement always has included in it the idea that you’re going to be “non-excited” sometime soon. The greatest concerts, the greatest sports event, the greatest vacation, all come to an end.

With Ascension not being a feeling state,

it helps it to become an avenue for bliss.

Bliss is a non-duality state.

However, the “trip up” here is that you’re so used to being motivated by a feeling based state, that you all are responding with, “Not much is going on” or “I feel the blahs” or “I have no motivation. I’m not excited. Nothing seems new.”

Another aspect of this is expecting or wanting things to be radically different immediately. “I’m in Ascension. I’m conscious. I’ve done all this work. Things should be really, really different.”

It is not a radical change as much as,

A radical shift of the way you experience the ordinary.

Which, again, isn’t the rah-rah that everyone seems to anticipate.

It’s been your modus operandi for all this time,

that change is accompanied either by extreme fear

or extreme excitement,

which is often covering up extreme fear.

Now, all of a sudden, you’re getting into a change that just feels sort of numb or blah and you’re thinking, “This can’t be making sense.” This is one of the big paradigm alterations occurring right now.

You’re altering the way you experience things being new

and the way you experience things being new

is that you experience the way you interact with things differently.

That’s really where we’re seeing the biggest changes show up.

Something, that in the past would have triggered you enormously, now doesn’t trigger you. And then you say, “Well that was boring because although I didn’t get triggered I didn’t get happy either.” That’s where you must use Spiritual Discipline and just stay with the, “I didn’t get triggered.” Because the, “I didn’t get triggered” leaves you more in the neutral observation perspective.

Neutral observation leads to Bliss.

Now bliss is not happy, happy, joy, joy.

Bliss is a state with no opposite.

Which is a very satisfying change from “adrenaline junky”, “over achiever”, human.

You’re simply looking to have an experience of Earth

that’s never been had before.

And it’s not boring.

It’s endlessly fascinating.

But it’s not necessarily exciting

and that’s the nuance that you’re all learning about.

Now “fascinating” can become what used to be “exciting”. In the beginning, we just hear people saying all the time, “Well it was very interesting but it didn’t get my juices flowing.”

It’s not supposed to get your juices flowing.

Because it’s not just, “Let’s do human some more.”

It’s, “Let’s do Homo Spiritus.

And “doing Homo Spiritus”

means experiencing the world in a brand new way.

Just like other evolutionary leaps

where you started using tools or you started having machines

or you started having technology,

it wasn’t, “Let’s do it the same way we’ve always done it,

but somehow it’ll be better.”

It’s, “Let’s do something radically new!”

You’re in the messy middle ground of moving out of a way of being that was based on fear and based the body’s responses to stimulus and into a consciousness based system.

Of course the fear based system had a way of telling you that something was going on. This was by scaring you. Whereas the consciousness based system tells you something’s going on by you observing your changed reaction to stimulus, and experiencing the world in a brand new way. This new way doesn’t require your body to be ‘fear of getting dead’ every time you walk out the front door.

The body has known that fear meant, “Something’s going on.”

Now, since the body doesn’t get the fear message,

the body says, “Well, this is boring.”

When you get the sense of, “This is boring”, we would invite you to relanguage this into, “This is a new paradigm and I want to try this new paradigm ‘on’.” It’s kind of like you’ve just put it on for the first five minutes and you haven’t really decided whether or not you like it because you don’t know what it entails.

It’s like getting to a new country and you’re still in the airport and you’re like, “Well, there’s nothing going on.” Well you’re in an airport! Airports aren’t very exciting anyway except for the taking off and the landings.

You’re still in the “airport” of the new paradigm.

You need to give it an opportunity where you actually take that new paradigm

out into your life without the preconceived idea that

“If I’m not in an extreme body reaction I’m half dead or bored

or going to die” or all those other things that could be true.

It requires a commitment on your part, to look around and say, “What is interesting here? What’s fascinating in this space? When I stop perceiving this lack of excitement as boring and I start perceiving this lack of excitement as, “Wow! My body’s finally getting a break from fear!”

That’s the choice point. The illumination of that moment where you say,

“I could say boredom here”

or “I can say I’m not in fear here”.

That’s the choice that consciousness is finally giving you.

The choice between,

“What is actually going on here”

and “I used to be afraid here”.

Right now you have to get accustomed to this new paradigm, try it on and see how it fits into your life. When you’re not afraid that there’s something wrong with you or that it’s always going to be this boring, or are you ever going to have excitement again, simply identify them as new fears coming up. Fear is very good at finding little ways to creep in and show up. It’s like water; it flows in all spots. Because you’re not getting the trigger of fear anymore, you must be aware to make sure you don’t substitute other fears in its place. The tools to use are to ask yourself, “What is going on in this moment? What is really true right here and now?” And when you feel as if nothing is going on, well, all right! Let that be what’s true. There’s a little vacation. You’re taking a little vacation from habitual fear.

This is precisely why we’ve said

that the body is the focus for the next six months

because taking a vacation from the constant stress

of the fear based operating system,

the body is going to have a download about that.

It’s going to have a down time.

It’s going to have a time where it is saying, “Oh! Thank God!”

If you go on a big vacation and you’re running around and running around and running around, you get home, you sleep in your own bed, you eat your own food, on your own schedule, on your own time, day light time or whatever you call it, you feel that “ahhh”, even though you’re still tired you’re still relaxed. That’s kind of what’s happening.

As you take your body out of the fear based operating system and put it into the consciousness-based operating system, your body is finally getting to say, “ahhh”. Now for some people, this means that physical stuff is really up. But for others, it can simply mean easing into the new paradigm in a new way. We really recommend that you find it in yourself to choose to cherish this time,

When you’re just a little bit bored or not stimulated,

and see if you can find other ways to look for “interesting”,

rather than expect your body to tell you

what you have to pay attention to.

When the mind is directing the body, it is always saying, “Could be danger, could be danger, could be danger” and to always “look, look, look, look, look for the danger”.

When you start to live in neutral observation,

then even if there are things that you might need to attend to,

they don’t come at you as danger.

They come at you as opportunity, options, choices.

The body gets to have a completely new way of moment-to-moment interaction

making each experience much, much easier.

When you feel this kind of numbness or boredom, we invite you to say, “I am not in fear right now, so if I look at this world from a not-fear place, what do I see that’s new?” Add another layer of consciousness to what’s actually going on.

On some levels, to surrender fear,

you also surrender excitement.

But you don’t surrender interesting,

and interesting is a more fulfilling version of excitement

because it doesn’t have an opposite.

There’s always something to be interested in.

Even if you feel bored, that can be interesting.

Whereas excitement has a lot of opposites to it.

And of course the reason it’s exciting is there’s usually fear in there too.

Fear and excitement, are the two sides of the same coin.

We remember when we first brought up neutral observation, people were saying that it sounded boring. Yet now, after all this time, they’re starting to see where it’s not boring. It’s just different. And it’s a saving grace because when you’re stuck in excitement – excitement is hard on the body – and it has that opposite of fear that’s waiting, at all times, to be thrown in the mix. Think of a roller coaster or any carnival ride, oh it’s so exciting! Or you’re scared. Or both.

You can be thrilled and enthralled and all these sorts of things. It’s not like that’s gone out of your life now. But it is that you don’t want to necessarily be looking at that as the highest potential for your life anymore. “Oh, God. I’d be so excited to go on x, y, z vacation.” Ok, why is that so much better than your current life and what can you do in your current life to shift it so that you’re not so all the time miserable that the only thing you can think about is six months from now getting the hell out of Dodge?!

This is a good point that we should summarize with. When you’re feeling that something would be exciting and you’re pointing a finger – this would be exciting! – look at why you think you have to have that in order to have a sense of fulfillment or joy or happiness in your life – because that is going to illuminate the places where you have the opportunity to make a shift in your day-to-day life for more peace, joy and bliss.

“Everything’s the same

but everything’s different”

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Channeled on 6-10-09 in Sonoma, CA.
The first appearance of the Visionaries through Veronica Torres

For many, many, many years you’ve come together with the idea of the opportunity, the opportunity, to be in the body. The opportunity to bring not only your vision of this place, not only your desires for growth, not only your attraction to physicality, but the vision, the vision, you see this is what you’ve all been wondering. That question that’s never been answered, that itch that’s never been scratched, the idea that’s never fully bloomed in you, it’s the vision, the vision of being here, the vision of being now. The vision of being, period. The vision of bringing together all the pieces. The vision of the puzzle starting to actually make sense. The picture coming into clarity. And the opening becoming your possibility.

Your possibility. That’s what the vision is.

It’s not about you needing to be on earth. It’s not about you needing to grow as a soul. It’s not about you needing to serve, as much as it’s about a vision that wishes to be expressed. You’re beyond service. The Eloheim has spoken to you about this deeply and well. You are beyond service and if you’re confused about that we suggest you listen to previous tapes because that has been made very clear to you for a very long time. You are beyond service. You understand now where it comes from that you are able to express your beingness. It’s not in servicing. It’s being and emanating.

So once you heal the need for being in service, you never realized perhaps that that was something that needed to be healed, but of course that needed to be healed because it was an out of balance state. It was a state that said, ‘Your perception of me matters more than my perception of me, so I will serve you in order for you to change your perception about both yourself and me in the process’ and now that you’ve let go of that need for the other person’s perception to dictate your story, who you are, what you can offer, you’ve graduated, in essence, to the place of vision.

The place of vision is where you are now.

What does this mean? It means that you are opening to knowing. Not intellectualizing with your small minds. It’s okay. Small minds are all you’ve got. But it’s not about intellectualizing with the very limited mind you’re currently using. It’s about carrying forth the vision of possibility. The vision of expansion. The vision of integrity experienced.

What is meant by integrity? Integrity means the entirety or structural integrity of your soul experienced by the physical form in density, flirting with duality, knowing it’s a neighbor.

Hi neighbor! The neighbor of duality. The fallacy of time. Imagine living in the neighborhood as a soul expressing it’s integrity in the physical form. You have time on one side and you have duality on the other as though they live in your neighborhood and you’re just this person who’s kind of like a spy that lives in a regular subdivision and it’s hilarious to imagine that the spy goes out and does all these spy things and this guy’s an accountant and this guy over here works at the gas station and they think he’s normal like them, when in truth he’s 007.

So you can have the neighbors be time and duality and you can actually pretend that they fit into your life, but as a soul experiencing integrity it’s ridiculous to conceive that either one of those has an effect upon your day whatsoever. Just like 007 doesn’t worry so much about whether or not a gardener has come because he’s busy doing some 007 stuff in Europe that afternoon. You’re not part of, you’re not part of, the stream of events that is occurring to many of the people in your world. And the stream of events that is occurring to many of the people in your world that is being shown to you through the media, shown to you through habitual response, shown to you through just the flow of the day, is not who you are. That’s not the neighborhood you live in anymore. Unless you choose. Unless you invite yourself to live in that neighborhood.

If you see duality and time as your buddies, you’re missing the point. They are no longer your good friends. They’re no longer your good neighbors. They simply occupy a few houses on your block that you’ve decided to stay in because it’s easier than moving, but you’re not a part of that group, but you don’t have to run away from their presence. You exist outside of, while occupying the same place with, those things.

There are many, many more things on this list but tonight we just want to just carry forth the vision that the fallacy of time and the fallacy of duality no longer apply to souls experiencing themselves in their totality while experiencing the physical form. You’ve talked with the Eloheim about the idea of superhero powers and it was all very fascinating. And that was a wonderful tool for bringing forth the clarity about limitation you have subjected yourself to as a survival instinct. Now you’re beginning to have more control over the effects of this survival instinct. You’re beginning to have more control over the way the biology reacts to stimulus. You’re beginning to live from your soul’s perspective and experiencing and knowing who you are in integrity.

Now integrity used to mean keeping your word and all that kind of duality based stuff.

The word integrity is now redefined to mean your entire soul experiencing the physical form with you.

This is where you immediately get into a conflict because your previously conceived version of time says that there are such things as past lives and such things as future lives and how can I experience my entire soul if my soul’s a collection of all my lifetimes and some of them haven’t been experienced yet. That immediately becomes answered when you stop believing that time runs in a line. Time runs in a line because you’ve all decided it does. It doesn’t.

What you’ve started to experience, as you’ve become more conscious you’ve started experiencing time in fits and spurts, fits and stops, and some days it seems like it doesn’t move and other days it goes at an amazing pace. This is all of you becoming more conscious of the truth of time. Which is that it’s just one moment strung to the next and that those moments when not feared and not rushed and not hidden from become infinite in nature and when you bring in your entire soul’s energetic it’s a lot so it needs to fill up some infinity which works nicely together.

Duality you’ve studied for many, many years so we don’t know that we need to go into a huge amount of discussion about it but we will say that duality is based on the idea that something is better than another thing. And the truth of the matter is that everything: IS. It’s not even that you have to justify it, like everything is for my growth, which you’ve used. That’s been a tool. But now there’s a new tool which says everything: IS. And if it is, it is part of me. Therefore, everything is. It’s a complete sentence and it’s what you have looked for, needed, desired, wanted and that’s who you are is a being experiencing everything: IS.

When you start to experience life as everything: IS, which Eloheim has taught you is neutral observation, a powerful tool, we’re very pleased that you’re familiar with it. When life becomes observed from neutral observation, time can stop from your current perspective and everything can expand into the truth of itself, the truth of itself, which you currently do not know.

You do not know the truth of anything you see.

Just like you thought integrity was about keeping your word but the truth is it’s about bringing your entire soul’s experience into every moment. That’s what integrity truly is. That’s what you’ve meant by integrity all this time, but you’ve had to have a smaller definition of it because you were not ready for the biggest one.

You do not know what anything is. The sooner you accept that truth the better off you’ll be as far as growth. You don’t know anything about anything any more. You’ve gone from high school to college. You don’t know where anything is. It’s time to learn. You get an orientation. We’re here to help. But you do not know ANYTHING and this should please you because as you’ve lived your human life it’s been one of limitation and if you’re not pleased by the idea that you know nothing, then you’re saying that you are pleased about living in what you know, which is limitation. You have the opportunity here to say, ‘I don’t know anything because I don’t know anything about expanded life. I only know about limitation and I’m not satisfied only knowing limitation. I am ready to live expanded. And in order to live expanded I have to acknowledge I don’t know a darn thing about living expanded.’ Because you don’t.

You absolutely do not know a thing about living an expanded life.

And again, this should delight you.

It’s a fresh start. It’s a fresh start and it’s an investment into you. It’s saying everything is a brand new day, everything is a brand new moment, everything is an opportunity for me. The invitation, we’re past it. We’re past the invitation state, we’re past the place where you think is this a choice or not and you’ve come into the place where it is, it just is, it’s not get on the bus or don’t get on the bus. It’s, now I am ready for: IS.

Ah, we hope you’re ready to hear this tonight because it’s not a small thing. We have not come in to speak to you before. It has not yet been the moment.

And the moment is now, for you to hear more about the more that you are, the more that you have, the more that you are ready to live.

Now of course the question that screams through the room is how? So we’ll invite you to ignore that. It’s not a how. It is an: IS. You could not hear this message if ‘how’ was actually the question. ‘How’ is not the dynamic at hand? The dynamic at hand is: IS. How requires mind, therefore, it’s limited.

If it’s about the mind it’s about limitation.

There’s a new definition as we create our new definitions together tonight. We have the one for integrity and here’s the one for mind. If all I can do is think about it, then I am in limitation. If all I’m doing is processing it mentally, I am limiting myself. If that’s the extent of the access I’m asking for, I am asking for my life to be small.

If you want a small life, think about it with your small brain. If you want an expanded life then receive the expansion that your soul offers as you operate from integrity.

And that’s really what you have is the opportunity to operate from integrity with the expanded nature of your complete self. Leaving behind, like a silly child’s toy, the idea that the mind was ever sufficient for the experience of this glorious opportunity you have now. It’s insufficient for the job. Therefore we suggest that you do not give it any more authority.

The mind will be quite happy to manage the body systems especially as the integration of the soul’s energy increases. That’s something that it’s quite fond of, good for, and it’s quite well trained at keeping things on track and the physical form needs this kind of structure.

But the experience of integrity requires you to abandon thought as the driving force of the incarnation and instead surrender into the truth of integrity.

You’re prepared for that. You have that at your disposal. That’s an interesting term. Are you ready to dispose of your old way of living?

Again, the ‘how’ word comes flying out of you. It’s no longer about how. It’s about: IS. You are in a state of be-ing. There’s another term that’s been bandied about for years. Just be. Which typically meant, ‘don’t argue with what you’re experiencing. Go with the flow.’ That’s not what it’s about. That’s not what being is. The furthest thing from being is going with the flow.

Being is experiencing integrity and managing the biological response to that using consciousness.

That’s what being is. So going with the flow is not.

How is no longer the question. Opening to: IS. There’s no doing. All of the doing was done from a mind-based perspective. All the doing is done because the mind-based perspective is now one of limitation. Embracing the: IS allows integrity.

Integrity allows the full experience of the human form by the soul’s complete energetic while co-owning the physical space with the silly neighbors of duality and time.

You are in this world but you do not have to be programmed by it any longer. This world does not tell you who you are any longer. The mind no longer clamors for security outside of the connection to the soul. The mind is given the task of caring for the body while the soul’s integration allows for a deeper experience of: IS.

This is the truth of who you are. This is the truth of how you are to be. And this is the now that you’re in. This is the now that you are in. And the opportunity is rare amongst rare. Precious amongst the most precious. It’s impossible to compare, but it’s like saying that a diamond is more beautiful than another diamond because of its size or its clarity. And it’s like finding a diamond as big as a bowling ball of perfect clarity and already beautifully cut at the bottom of the ocean. That would be considered something rare. That’s moving toward a notion that conveys the idea of the preciousness, the rarity, and the opportunity you are currently in.

You are currently in, not how do I get there. Not have I been left behind? You are currently in. You called it in. You asked for this. You desired this. You are here. You made the conscious choice. You, no one else, you! You have what there is to: IS. There’s nothing else you need. All you require is a bit of practice. A sense of familiarity will assist you, but there’s nothing more you need to get to: IS.

Now since you don’t know anything about it there’s going to be plenty to discuss and enjoy. You’re not at the end of a road, you’re at a beginning, but you don’t need anything more than what you are in order to experience: IS.

You don’t need anything more than what you are to experience: IS.

What you do need is a commitment and a willingness to continue to manage the biological response, to continue to express your willingness and to continue to break and dismantle habit.

Habit cannot tell you who you are. Habit can only scream loudly a request for you to believe.

It’s like the noisy television in the other room blaring out a commercial. Do you immediately pick up the phone and buy the product that’s on the TV? Certainly not. You walk over and you turn the channel off or put the mute on or turn the whole damn thing off. That’s habit. It’s the noisy TV in the other room telling you it thinks it knows what’s good for you. Consciousnesses, be-ing, says ‘okay’, and neutral observation allows you to analyze the input without having to judge it as right or wrong. State a preference, set a boundary and be done with it.

Habit’s like gum on the bottom of your shoe. Tediously annoying. Sometimes a bit of a mess to get rid of. But not helpful. Perhaps entertaining if you think it’s fun to walk with your shoe sticking to the ground. It’s not to say you can’t enjoy your habits. It’s to say, aren’t you about done? We would challenge you to say, ‘yeah I’m just about done because I’m not getting anything out of it anymore.’ Empty calories.

Your only choice is whether or not you wish you hadn’t come tonight. Whether or not you wish you didn’t know. Whether or not you wish you could push the horses back into the barn after the door’s been left open. Everything else is already moving. Everything else is already occurring and nothing else has to be done.

Willingness, commitment, and the grasping of the concept that we described – integrity – and what it truly means and being and what that truly means.

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