FROM HEAD TO HEART

... Embodying the Trinitized Form

 As long as humans believe they are “free” they will never question the controllers about their personal sovereignty. –Lisa Renee

I was prompted today (first prompt came last night) to re-read Lisa Renee's January 28, 2008 System Override.  This, after weeks of experiencing disconnection and discombobulation.

 
In order to understand the message I needed to simplify Lisa's narrative and I did this by pulling the words and passages from it, that once weaved together, became my narrative and from my narrative I was able to see the Big Picture and KNOW exactly where it is I'm at ... at last!  What a relief!

I've laid out below the tapestry I weaved ... the message I received ... from Lisa's words for those who are interested. 

Lisa's words set it up for me this way:

“Atlantian” program. This program was a necessary part of humanity’s evolution in 3D reality mechanics in order to understand how to operate and use a part of our spiritual anatomy called our “Solar Plexus” chakra.

Within the human lightbody, connected to the Solar Plexus, is the personality program layers and its matrix of intelligence otherwise known as the “ego” consciousness. So this Atlantian program, a cycle intended for human evolution, was originally purposed to learn how this solar plexus control center works and how its level of intelligence could be operated and experienced. It was not intentioned, however, to be the only intelligence accessed that eventually over time, disconnected the soul from the personality.

She goes on to say:

the ego intelligence (personality program) of the human became completely obsessed with the 3D material world by imposing its personal will to manifest its desire for physical result. And as such human consciousness has gone through many lifetimes attempting to master using the ego consciousness.

This last passage describes perfectly what I've tried to do all of my adult life ... impose my personal will to manifest my desire for physical result ... to manifest money from sheer will power using my ego consciousness! In October 2007, as I've previously blogged, I stopped doing this and thus, unbeknownst to me at the time, came to the end of lifetimes attempting to master using the ego consciousness ...

Which consequently marked the end of being manipulated by outside forces!

forces that observed the humans were disconnected from their true spiritual identity for such a long period of time decided to manipulate the humans for their own personal gain. They were so successful at manipulating humans away from owning their spiritual power,

These forces were able to harness the energy resources away from the humans both in the vital essence contained in their own energy bodies, as well as the planetary geological resources. This consistent drain of energy resource by these forces that remain “unseen” by the human, systematically strip the species of its own power, potential and freedom.

Hence these controller forces, as they manipulated the human Ego consciousness in the 3D game, became the Ruling Class and as its absolute power corrupted the system.

I was so obsessed with imposing my personal will to manifest my desire for physical result (money), with my connection to Spirit superficial at best ... that I was easily manipulated and harvested of my energy resources, power, potential and freedom.

I take heed of the warning in Lisa's words of the potential for entering into False Ascension where we can still be manipulated and controlled.

this path is opened to all those who do not want to see the truth, face their own shadow, as it hurts too much.

Pain avoidance and fear is a huge controller of the masses of humans.

Here I could have been derailed had I not given up my addiction to accumulating money ... given up my addiction to mastering the 3D Money Matrix with my ego consciousness, a game in which we impose our personal will to manifest our desire for physical result – This, by the way, is how and when we are drained of our energy and resources (further explained below).

I had to face my greatest fear ... give up money and the artificial sense of power it gave me ... and I had to go into debt to do it – a component of my greatest fear ... revisiting enslavement one last time.

I am driven to do this to claim and KNOW my authentic power.  And to do it, I must fly in the face of 3D-matrix-common-sense. I must break the psychological hold of 3D conventional wisdom.

"3D shouts and faith whispers." –Lee Carroll/Kryon

This is what has been so disconcerting these last several weeks and months, I am so far out of my comfort zone.

Comfort zones (implants) to generate complacency will generally win out to control most of the human population. The controllers know this very well, and are expert in the field of manipulation and astral combat.

 The agenda is then they can begin to introduce themselves to humans and possible tout themselves as Gods, or Advanced Intelligences.

Discernment, learning to read energy – a simple way to read energy is to simply trust your gut feeling about something ... there, you've just read energy – and shielding ourselves is paramount.

Letting go of the trapeze of artificial power (and the means by which I was manipulated and siphoned of energy in all its forms), I reach with all my might for the trapeze of authentic power.

remember in all situations is to preserve your Life force, your personal power (as directed with your full intention) by retaining the Self Sovereignty and Freedom of your Being. You are God, Period. You are the Cosmic Sovereign Law Made manifest, and it is your divine right to state your claim as such! Stay away from anything that is sucking on your energy, wanting your worship or claiming power or elitism over you.

So now that I understand what transpired in the past, I look to what is transpiring now ... our waking up to ... our remembering of our Spiritual Identity which supersedes ego consciousness and manipulation and control by others, and the potential of Cosmic Christ Ascension.

This is the accelerated game of 12D potential activated within the Divine Human DNA Template, the original intention of the human species. Because of its ability and power to generate Eternal Life Giving Current it is the ultimate System Override of any False Ascension or Illusionary Matrix beneath its potential. The Controllers (those who have forgotten who they are in reference to God Source) do not have access to this Light Force Current and are unable to manipulate it or hide from it.

Within the activated potential, this consciousness is a completely Ascended being outside of polarity

when having completed all the tasks at the end of the video game, to continue to play you must be moved into the next skill level of the game. Many Ascension wavers are moving into the next skill level of the game,

 Now comes a description closest yet to describing me and my life,

The group of this Galactic Spiritual Hierarchy Externalized ... has learned to embody polarity integration through the process of Alchemy that exists in this 3D system of darkness and light. This soul mission was not what seemed to be a personality chosen existence and has created much pain and confusion 

Is this not soooo true for so many of us?  This soul mission was not what seemed to be a personality chosen existence ... I have never been comfortable here.  So many attempts to fit in.  So many attempts to play the 3D game and so many catastrophic failures to succeed in doing so.  My soul mission has in no way been a personality chosen existence.  Is it any wonder I find comfort in the latest revelation of our credentials,

“polarity integrator” Starseed.

This Galactic group of Starseeds (and Indigo 3’s) have incarnated purposely with this task of embodying a template of polarity integration by healing it through reconciliation with the pairs of opposites. This can only be made possible by the full embodiment of these intense polarity forces and related experiences

When I first put up this website I felt I had to name my credentials ... what I do best ... am best at ... Master Alchemist seemed the best fit ... polarity integrator is another way of saying this and perhaps more descriptive ... creating change by reconciling differences.

They had to find the deepest level of compassionate force for themselves (and the human race) to perform the Inner Alchemy required to transform past the pain.

Ho'oponopono describes perfectly this Inner Alchemy process (which is probably why I'm so drawn to its use as a transmutation tool) of how we polarity integrators embody (and take responsibility for) the pain in ourselves and others in order to transmute it (words of Ihaleakala Hew Len, Ph.D. and and Charles Brown, LMT in italics):

"[It] is a process of repentance and forgiveness on the part of the therapist---"I am sorry for the erroneous thoughts within me that have caused the problem for me and for the client; please forgive me."

My Ho'oponopono prayer goes something like this, in this instance:

Divine Creator, father*, mother*, son-as-one* (*all levels of consciousness) forgive me, my family, relatives and ancestors for our erroneous thoughts, beliefs, actions, programs and systems, etc. that caused the problem ... that caused me to get so lost in imposing my ego will in this lifetime that I forgot my true source and true power which caused such an imbalance that I drew to me The Controllers (those who have forgotten who they are in reference to God Source - sounds just like me!).  Forgive me for being someone they could prey on in their forgetfulness thus perpetuating the cycle.  I forgive them (and me and my ancestors) for preying on others in the same way. Forgive me for whatever I still hold in myself ... my thoughts, beliefs, programs, etc. that continue to magnetize The Controllers to use, enslave and suppress me. Forgive me for seeing The Controllers as anything other than myself, my own shadow – those who have forgotten who they are in reference to God Source – seeking reconciliation. Forgive us all for our forgetfulness of the God Source and restore our remembrance.  It is so.

In response to the repentance and forgiveness appeal of the therapist, LOVE begins the mystical process of transmuting the erroneous thoughts.  In this spiritual correction process, LOVE first neutralizes the erroneous emotions that have caused the problem, be they resentment, fear, anger, blame or confusion.  In the next step, LOVE then releases the neutralized energies from the thoughts leaving them in a state of void, of emptiness of true freedom....

Back to Lisa Renee who goes on to say about polarity integrator Starseeds finding the deepest level of compassionate force:

This is the process necessary to heal the race memory and energy template form of the human being so that it could move from a bi-wave energy being (a polarity charged electro-magnetic form) to the energetically complete level as a “Trinitized Form”. (The Trinitized Form is a Tri-wave or Trion field form and is “neutral”, without polarity charge the energetic Divine Union is created within the form)

The 3D human energy template has been operating at a polarity charged wave level for eons of time. This is what drives and keeps humans operating in the Atlantian Program.

By merging the polarity forces while embodying in a human form, it has created an entirely new race energy field template of unity.

Imagine if you will, a triangle with God/Oneness at the top and the two polarities at either end at the bottom.  In merging the polarities we are integrating our shadow ... owning our Demons ... stopping the back and forth of duality at the bottom of the triangle and making the All (both polarities) ... ONE.  Its only through God, through remembering we are ALL of IT ... we are the ONE that encompasses both polarities ... that we are able to neutralize the polarities ... bringing us to Zero Point ... . We

had the task of being the first wave of the Ascension to spiritualize physical matter into the Trinitized Form as a human energy template. …so that we could be the walking human embodiment of Unity consciousness. As bearers of the Eternal Life Current this would then sustain the Ascension-Resurrection codes for the human race blueprint.

 I really want to hazard a guess here and say (as of the last few days) we've done it! (I'll explain more below.)

when complete, this embodiment of the Trinitized Form begins a System Override of the old polarity 3D game programs that exist within the collective human race blueprint and cellular memory matrix. The beauty of this is that it is active purely at an energetic state of being, as it acts as an embedded re-encryption process to override the old matrix programming. And it is hard to be detected once it is active as it is carried as a neutral charge, a zero point field. The source of its field of intent (Trinitized Form) is not easy to lock down as its form carrier exists outside of the human hologram, outside of access by the controllers... is an extremely powerful spiritual technology.

being asked to step up and hold the “New Energy” reality space incognito and watch the old energy system around them self destruct. … offering the channel of your being to flow in congruence to divine will.

Lisa explains further what this New Energy is: 

The New Energy of Unity is a frequency of “Truth” Vibration as directed by Source energy. No words are needed to express, as this is strictly an “embodiment” of truth presence. This level of frequency can only be directed through a physical vehicle that has been largely freed (purified) of ego constraints and desires and which has capacity to remain largely an impersonal observer of events.

Generally the process of Inner Alchemy through polarity integration is what is necessary to purify the physical vehicle to the extent that finally the healed unified energy template of the Trinitized Form can embody. The physical vehicle can now be utilized as a channel of Unified Source energy, and the template (and its nervous system) is healed at a level it is finally able to direct this frequency.

We are overriding the polarity game and its system through the embodied power of the Eternal Life Current, which is directed by the Source through the Trinitized Form. 

Last night after parsing Lisa's words for most of the day, the energetics behind the words started to unfold in the physical and energetic bodies. I felt an alignment take place in the solar plexus area. That which always stood to my right ... off center within me ... came into alignment. I felt the opening and alignment of the chakras.

I believe that with the opening of the Linain Star Gate (February 16 to 19, 2008) the unified energy template of the Trinitized Form will be embodied by the first wave (of Ascension).  I believe the birth canal experience of the last weeks has been the coming into alignment with the Star Gate with the compression and depression we've felt analogous of the contractions needed to get us into that alignment. 

I further believe that as of February 10, 11, 12th, we are in the push phase of labor. I expect we will be fully birthed in and around the 19th.

February 11, 2008
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