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"...Demons

There’s a wide variety of demons, indeed. You give them different names or different relationships in your aspects or your facets, but they’re your demons. We’re going to ask you to confront them, meaning to acknowledge them, today and to understand why you’ve made them into demons, to understand they are yours.

One of the things that humans tend to do is deny their own demons. They’ll give it to somebody else. They’ll say, “This isn’t my demon. This is Lucifer, a fallen angel.” Lucifer has his own club. Lucifer, Satan, whatever you want to call it. So they give names to the demons, put it outside of themselves, but the reality is, it is yours. It is your demon. That’s the first thing in demonology (laughter) is to understand that it’s yours. You understand also there are other names. We talk about Lucifer and Satan, there are all sorts of terminologies. Ultimately, they are yours. They’re your demons.

The moment you try to say, “But that is coming from this place called hell,” where the demons are some disincarnate beings that have attached themselves to you and are draining your energy. The moment you say it is some alien demon, the moment you give it credit to make it larger and more “is” than yourself, now the demon has control. It’s part of you, but it’s controlling you. It even goes beyond that Little Human aspect. It doesn’t let that Little Human aspect get all the attention any more. It’s taking the attention.

The demons are yours, and we’re going to ask you, at this point today, in this doorway to the New Energy, to acknowledge that they are yours. They don’t belong to anyone else.

There is no great spirit – negative evil spirit – attaching itself to you. There are no groups anymore that have demonic control over you. There is not a government who is manipulating radio or light frequencies and is the exterior demon in your life making you drink tap water. (some laughter) Every demon is yours. There is not some financial system that’s controlling you anymore. Every demon is yours.

You see the moment you place it outside of you, you give it an incredible amount of power. It’s really still inside of you, but you’ve placed it outside because Little Human tends to think that outside is bigger than inside, outside is more powerful. Every demon is your own.

Let’s take a look at some of the other ones you’ve created. The demon of death, that’s a good one. That is probably one of the most prevalent and frightening because there is so little real information about death. Death is a big black hole so the demon becomes very frightening. How many years of your life have you spent running from death – the demon of death? Trying to evade it, trying to out-trick it, trying to hide from the grim reaper, trying not to have physical ailments, trying not to get run over by a car. How many wasted hours of your life have been trying to avoid the demon of death? That demon is yours. It’s your fear of what lies beyond. It is the Little Human that doesn’t want any change, the Little Human that wants to go on forever and ever and ever.

You have created this grander-than-life demon of death. It’s time to take a look at that. It’s yours. There is no death. There is the transition and the evolution, but there is no death. So what are you afraid of? I know what you’re afraid of. I’ll take a drink of water before I tell you ... (laughter as Tobias/Cauldre takes a sip of water) ... exactly why you created this demon of death and why you have fear: Because you are afraid of judgment. You’ve been led to believe that when you die you are judged by Big God and Big Jesus (some laughter) and a fear even by yourself. But you’re going to be judged, one way or the other. So it creates this whole demon of death and it’s yours. It’s time to move beyond that.

You've created demons of lack. We have talked about it before – lack of abundance, lack of relationships, lack of everything. You’ve been trying to manipulate it, this demon of lack. You’ve been trying to deny it. You’ve been trying to work so hard just to stay a half a step ahead of the demon of lack. It is a monster. I know it is.

You fear it at night when you’re trying to get to sleep. It shows up as an unpaid bill. It shows up as a collector. It shows up as some big bad financial institution that’s going to take everything from you. And you put it on the outside of you, this demon of lack, pretending that it’s not yours, and you give it grand and incredible power to the point where it controls your life. To the point where it’s a constant battle, a constant chase between Little You and demon of lack. How much of your time have you consumed, wasted with this demon?

You have demons of loneliness, afraid of being alone, afraid that this demon is going to sweep over you and you will be lost in some deep dark abyss with only yourself for eternity. It does sound pretty frightening but it is a demon that you placed out there because you find it difficult to be with yourself. You are lonely. You are lonely, not because of people on the outside, but you are lonely with yourself on the inside.

Little Human is wandering around lonely, trying to find friends, trying to find somebody to love it. It goes outside, goes outside of itself, tries to then feed on other people. Little Human wouldn’t have this demon if Little Human and all of You would reunite, would come home together now in this Now moment.

You have demons of crazy – many demons of crazy – afraid that you’re going to go crazy, and I can tell you right now, you are (laughter) because crazy is related to how your mind works. So this demon was created, in a sense, as a counterpart of the mind, even as an extension of the mind. And you wonder if you are going crazy and you spend countless hours trying to tell yourself that you’re not crazy, running from this demon. And basically sooner or later you’re going to have to get out of your mind because the mind cannot comprehend the God that you are. The mind cannot comprehend the grandness that you are. So yes, sooner or later, it is about letting go of that control, letting yourself go crazy.

The demon of crazy is the one that keeps the trust away from you. It separates you, Little Human, from the trust of you. The demon of crazy makes it so that you don’t trust who you are. It has you doubting yourself. It has you wondering right decisions, wrong decisions, good decisions, no decisions. It prevents you from truly trusting yourself.

You have demons of everything. Demons of other people ridiculing you. So you create this demon, place it outside of you, empower other people, actually, to use it energies, because you’re afraid of being ridiculed. Because, basically, Little Human gets identity of self through external beings, through other humans. So Little Human tries to develop the awareness of itself through the outside world – the reactions of other people, the relationships with other people. So it creates this whole demon of being ridiculed, being laughed at, scorned, scoffed at. That is a demon, but it is yours. Stop blaming it on everything outside of you.

The list of demons goes on and on and on, but they’re all yours. There is not one thing that can truly hurt you outside of you. There are no demons outside of you. Other people have their demons, but their demons aren’t going to devour your demons. The demons are yours.

Facing the Demons

It’s time to take a look at that. It’s time to feel their energy. It’s time to invite them in right now – into the Shaumbra Service Center where we sit. What are your demons? What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of physical pain? Demon of pain. You think that pain comes from outside of you, pain can be inflicted from someone else, so you run from it. But how many countless hours and days and years have you spent running from pain? And that, by the way, is an illusion. Pain itself is an illusion.

What are your demons? As you sit here in the safe space, can you invite them in like we invited in Lucifer?

It’s funny, back in my days this negative external spirit had a name: Beelzebub. Now how believable is that as a nasty mean spirit? Bub! (audience laughter) Beelzebub. What a name. Obviously, it had to changed, perhaps Lucifer is a better name – Satan – but at least it’s not Beelzebub. Such a novice name for what’s supposed to be such a terrible demon.

What are your demons, Shaumbra? What are they? Take an account right now. They’re all there, you can feel them. Is it health? What are you afraid of?

A lot of you have this almost undefinable demon that something is going to consume you – something external – and it’s just going to come in gobble you up. The churches portray this through Satan or Lucifer as a being who’s going to take your soul for eternity.

No soul can take any other soul. It doesn’t work. It just doesn't. Yes, for a period of time you can create the illusion, but ultimately no one can have your soul for eternity. Nobody actually wants it for eternity! (laughter) What are they going to do with all those souls? Have a stupid soul party? (more laughter, Tobias chuckling)

The good news, Shaumbra, is we can sit here in the Service Center talking about evil, demons, Lucifer, Satan – and laugh. Do you realize how far we’ve come? Do you realize not so many years ago you were still running from these beings, running from these demons wasting your life? We can now sit here and say, “Hey, those are my demons! Grand creations that they were.”

But you know, it’s like letting the air out of a great big inflatable ugly doll and that’s what we’re doing right now. Those demons that appeared so large, so frightening, so terrifying that they can take your soul for eternity, are nothing but big hot air balloons. And we can let the air out right now. In order to do so it is important to acknowledge that they’re yours. When you get into this thing that the conspiracies, the aliens ... when you start telling me how you have some evil being that’s attached to you, it's growing on you, it's following you around everywhere ... I have to shake my head. I have to say, “But that’s just you. That’s just you – part of you that you don’t like, part of you that you’ve given a grand power to – but it’s just you.”

When you start saying, “I must have some group from the past that’s controlling my life now, making it impossible for me to be creative and successful,” I just have to say, “But it’s your demon. It’s you.” Oh, it probably was from a past life, probably a bad experience you had somewhere along the line – losing your money or doing something stupid with it, gambling it away, giving it away or investing in something really bad – but it’s yours.

The minute you give that type of power and control to an outside entity, now called a demon, you will be under its control. The minute Little Human, in its fear and its desire for survival, allows that outside demon to be real in its life, it is real. You will be pursued. You will have all of these dramatic conspiratorial things happen in your life.

But the moment you stop, right now, in the Shaumbra Service Center, surrounded by myself and Kwan Yin and Shaumbra – and Lucifer too – and acknowledge that those demons are yours, every last one of them, there is not an outside influence, no matter how much you want to believe it, there is not an outside influence that has control over you. There is the perception of controlling your Little Human, but it is just a perception.

Accepting and Freeing the Demons

Now I’m going to ask you to take a really big step today, if you choose to – and it’s all by choice of course. Acknowledge those demons and then let them be free. Let them go. Let them go. They’re just facets of You playing out an incredibly complex game or creation, a creation that’s gotten so big, so complex and so real that you believe it. You believe it is the facet, but remember everything is multi-faceted. Turn around the multi-faceted globe of reality for a moment. Stop staring at just one facet, turn it. View it from every perspective, you see. Then you’ll understand that, as Kryon says, “Things are not always as they seem.”

There are no demons. There are no evil conspiracies that are going to consume you unless you want that to happen. Those demons are yours. Before we can walk into the New Energy, it’s important to acknowledge that. Not just a few, not just a lot, but all of them. Every demon is yours.

Now, I can hear the arguments. “But Tobias ... but Tobias ...” Who’s that talking? Little Human. Little Human who wants to believe in these things. Little Human who actually finds great joy and satisfaction in this whole thing of demons and monsters. You know, actually, with this whole concept of demons, it actually gives credibility to Little Human. It makes Little Human’s life more real, more intoxicating, more dramatic and sucks a lot of energy. Little Human is sucking energy, “the demons are going to get me.” Everyone has to help Little Human. It’s trying to get all of the other facets and aspects of yourself to buy into that whole trip, that whole story.

Your stories, many of them, also are your demons. You all have stories. Nobody’s as great as Saint-Germain's (laughter) but you all have stories. Past life stories, before Earth stories, this lifetime stories. The stories are part of your base of experience. Not only do you, Little Human, have stories, but every one of your facets and aspects have stories. Little Human in particular is very, very good at taking stories – past experiences – and turning them into demons, letting that story get so out of hand, letting that aspect of itself get so dominating, that it overrides or actually – what I would say – suffocates You, you in this lifetime. You are so now driven by your stories, you might as well just call them your demons. Stories that have gotten too big, too out of hand, too seductive, too stuck in Old Energy that you think you have to keep living out that story. It’s a demon. It’s yours. Maybe it’s time to let that go also.

As we enter the doorway of the New Energy, it’s time to drop all of those things. You’ll find that as you do, it’s somewhat like kissing the frog. (some laughter) You’ll find that it wasn’t such an ugly thing after all. It had no power or control other than what you gave it. You’ll find that every demon of yours, every story of yours, actually does have a pearl of new energy in it, a blessing contained within that perhaps you couldn’t find up until the moment that you confronted the demons as yours.

Everything that you’ve been running from at night in your dreams, in your night time in the dark when you’re wide awake; the fears that you had about someone chasing you, following you; the demons that you’ve had, it’s time now for You – not Little Human, but You, Divine Human who sits in these chairs – to take a deep breath. Metaphorically, if you choose, imagine, unlock that energy. It’s old stuck energy. It wasn’t the demon who had the key, it was you that had it all the way along. You could have unlocked it any time you chose. Part of you, Little Human, was having far too much fun with the game.

To go through this doorway into the New Energy it’s important to let that game go, to let that old stuck energy of your demons go. When you unlock that stuck energy of the demons, when you let the stories go, they don’t get to be bigger demons, they don’t get to be bigger stories. They get to revert back to You, back to your pure energy in a way that no longer drains you or frightens you, controls you, but actually goes back to pure energy that is here to serve you. It will serve you in a New Energy way.

We mentioned earlier in this long Shoud, we mentioned that things that are born, created, imagined or developed, particularly after September 18th (2007), will have a New Energy component or potential. That includes everything you do as well. Every thought, every dream at night, everything you create with your hands or your voice, even everything you create in your mind will all now have New Energy components.

When you are free of your demons, when you acknowledge them, when you confront them and then you release them, you take ownership for them. When you understand that you created them, you can also un-create them. That frees up a tremendous amount of energy to be used in highly creative ways. You could begin it today, but you’ll really begin to see how it works in just a few short weeks.

And with that, Shaumbra, here in the Service Center, let us take a deep breath together. Hold it in for a moment and as you release that breath, have it so that it is like deflating the balloons of those demons that you created. Let them go. Let the energy go. There are no demons, there is just all of You.

Let us just sit here for just a brief moment together in this Service Center.

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You, Shaumbra, helped to create this. Many, many others will come by this way. They may not call it the Shaumbra Service Center, but they will know it is a safe space. A very safe space. A space where they can be themselves. A safe space in this very long and sometimes very challenging path of new consciousness.

Let’s take a deep breath ...

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... release the demons ...

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... and when you are ready, bid them and Lucifer goodbye.

And let us now refocus our energy back here, wherever you started from. Back in the chairs, back in this Now moment. And yes, you can bring the energy of the Shaumbra Service Center right here back with you.

And so it is, on the first Shoud of the Quantum Leap Series."